let's start of from yesterday. (:
it was an okay day, i guess.
night was fun.
got so hyped up that someone came online. :D
went to bed happy. (:
today was productive.
study ALOT.
yayyyy!
somehow, it's only studying that gets him out of my mind,
which is good, i guess.
i should study more,
maybe, soon,
i'll forget all about him.
after all, he IS graduating in 3 months time. ):
you do want to know why i was so upset yesterday, don't you?
because when you started chatting with me, i became oblivious to the world around me.
but then it struck that you're graduating in 3 months.
of course, after giving you the 'idon'tcare' attitude last night,
i went to bed feeling like a total bitch,
but on the other hand,
i wondered how long it'd take for you to get over her.
then, i prayed so hard that'll it be soon.
i figured that maybe once you graduate,
it'll be like i never existed,
right?
screw it.WHOOOAAAA! what a fucked up post.
but nevermind.
GOODNIGHT! :D
xoxo,
melissa! (: