"you've done your best, just leave god to do the rest"so, that was what i told myself after my papers yesterday. i screwed up BIG TIME. yesterday's papers were just terrible. i had all the information, and all i needed was a warmer place - the hall was freezing cold. like seriously, it was like the north pole or something. my fingers were numb, so numb, i couldn't hold the pen properly. ughhh. even people who brought their jackets were freezing.
i hope scientists will come up with like a cure for mind block or something. had a major mind block during geography! science was okay. home econs was a lil' difficult, but now as much as geog. geography is dumb. i'm such an epic failure at humanities (except for literature. (: )
today was english and chinese. yay for both! pretty easy. good! :D nothing much to talk about that. so, today after my chinese paper, went back to class. gossiped for a while with renette about people. then after math (which was relived by my science teacher), i became like uber uber uber emo. (well, that's what everyone said).
i was tired! and a little upset about stuff. screw myself for making all those people around me emo too. SORRY! and screw myself for making me so sick, like some anorexic child. -.- nevermind, today was melissa's emo day, and everyone has one of those days, just like everyone has stupid little relationships that you think will last a lifetime.
okay, i have no idea what i'm trying to imply. but nevermind, melissa shall go sleep so that she can think straight when she wakes up and study for her last two papers. it's math and lit tomorrow! my two favourite subjects. :D
byebye!
xoxo,
melissa :D
i can't belief i'm still so bitter about what happened 8months ago. 8 months, a week ans 2 days to be exact. you can't kill me twice. or maybe you could.